If life had a remote control, which button would you rather hit?

- Pause
- Record
- Rewind
- Fast forward
- Eject

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i have been single for so long i dont know if i wll remain unattached for the rest of my days... (haha)

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i'm plodding thru life in black and white while everyone else is joyously dancing around in garish multicolours.. =(

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the 4 Cs i want:
Curiosity
Confidence
Courage
Constancy

has been a long time since i started blogging.. used to love my entries so much i'd read them over again just to make myself contented. set up archives link so that others who missed out can catch up. wanted to do some serious reflection but realised i cant seem to blog about interesting things anymore. i'm nt saying that the entries were interesting but at least they're nt all about work, work, tired, work, sian, haizz, and watever. at least i'm able to say and express. somehow, words mean nothing and a blog is juz an empty space. i cant convince myself to let emotions form in nothingness and how am i supposed to tangiblise feelings? okay.. paragraphing prob again..

the two ways i can differentiate between an okay mood and a bad one is through the use of CAPS and exclaimation marks(!!!!!) and the other without caps and lots of (....).

so if i'm unhappy i can say "WATEVER! MAKE USE of the trainees!!!!!!!"
if i'm fine, i can say "watever lah~ it doesnt matter....."

so somehow, i can only imagine u pple having 2 images of me while reading my blog. no kidding.

so today's entry lack of "!!" and "THIS ONE". so there's no need to further elaborate on how i am today.

i guess most of the time, i dunno how to be a friend. but anyway, dig up one of my quote books today.. realised that the quotes that i took down are those than i can relate to, somehow or another.. words that impact.. but maybe nt anymore.. watever it is, time waits for no one. the world moves on.

i'm nt trying to make everyone see my point of view.. i'm trying hard to convince myself too.. most of the time i dunno what i shld do, so long as i do sth... coz i know that change is the only constant. in order to move on, am i supposed to be changing or shld i be standing still? if i'm stationary, the world moves on, so things are changing. if i'm changing and the world is changing, maybe we'll always be the same..

saw this horoscope thingy that i think is true:

[all will be well if Librans dont insist on explanations]

it's true.. but why is it so?