wanted to use the "i miss you" blogskin.. but realised that there's no point in using it.. really..
hmm.. i know he wont be reading it.. so.. even if he somehow managed to, i dun think tt he'll know who i'm referring to.. sad case lah.. anyway, it's my fault all along.. and didnt really wanna tok abt it.. but here i am blogging..
well, i thot tt i'm always the "sensible" one amongst my frens.. and most of them think so too.. had been toking to them abt moving on and all... but maybe the one who shld move on is me.. really.. coz i realised tt everytime something happened, if they come to me, i'll say stuff that're quite similar.. i only know how to be there, listen and input once in a while.. but maybe those comments aint needed by them anyway.. coz it's from me..
hmm.. maybe i want to live in the past so tt i dun have to deal with the present, which is quite true.. hiding away from reality.. too bad it somehow always managed to find me.. and "wake me up". dunno why i'm in such a mood today.. but guess it's normal.. been a bit cranky since the exams.. it isnt stress, i know.. coz it drag on till now.. even my parents and relatives are saying tt i'm siao~ haizz.. dunno.. gonna enjoy my M day with my grp of poly frens~ hope the outing turns out fine..
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