hmm. .watched dawn of the dead today.. not too bad.. managed to scare myself at the beginning.. but this show not like other horror movies whereby it'll make my heart beat faster thru the whole show.. it's not those sudden-bang-i-scare-u-*haha kinda show.. more like using a future possibility to instill fear in pple and make us reflect? dunno.. think u muz watch the show b4 u understand what i'm saying..
realised tt i'm being quite paraniod nowadays.. keep having the feeling tt i'll sprain my ankle and twist it quite badly.. so dun dare to go jogging and jump abt.. coz even though i'm standing with my 2 feet, i can "imagine" pain.. sian sia.. lidat ar.. like distracted when i walk... den not only tt..
during trainings' warm up and cool down neck exercises, i always have the feeling tt sth sharp will "fly" over and slash my throat... maybe a bird will peck on it or sth.. if not is a blade of leave? i dunno.. sth tt can slip open my throat and blood will splurt out.. damn gross sia.. den very careful not to stretch it fully in case sth really cut my throat and together with the "stretching effect", i'll tear my throat unknowingly.. besides tt, the unknown factor oso makes me uncomfy~
abt 2-3 at night ar.. i'll feel weird.. like abit uncomfortable.. den when i brush my teeth in the washroom, i sort of imagine tt either a female face will pop up behing mine and wave, or when i pull open the shower curtain, someone will be standing there, smiling and saying hi.. worse thing is tt even when i slp, i close my eyes and imagine tt if i open them, there'll be either 1)someone floating on top of me and smirking, 2) someone sleeping beside me (feel the pressure beside the queen size bed i'm slping on and asking for a share of the blanket) or 3) standing IN the wall and i see "it" thru the mirror.. think i imagine too much sia... esp ard 2-3 am.. will feel as if sth is watching wat i'm doing at the com... den Tina and Claire still muz tell those experience thingy ytd.. even worse.. haha.. hmm.. think i better go switch off my brain for a few moments.. ltr i start seeing things den not too gd sia..
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