i swear i dunno what's wrong with my body system. isnt it a season of love, joy, and what not? all those fuzzy warm feeling that we all should have. i didnt know they meant something like a gift of flu or a season of sneezes.

i have a million things to do but my brain seems to have a mind of its own. the only thing it serves to funciton is : S-L-E-E-P. wth lor.. i only have 24 hours a day, i spent 1/3 sleeping and the rest of the 2/3 feeling tired. so i'm asking my brain. "w-t-h"

and i knwo why i'm tired. coz i'm still working. working in order to pay for my expenses in Macau and Hong Kong, working to save for my monthly allowance. have decided not to get money from my parents unless needed, coz i'm already like what, 19 and still asking for foreign aid. i feel so not independent. but independence comes at a high price. and i've traded social, physical and emotional wellbeing for it. what a nice way to start off the semester.