SCV has never been so entertaining.. Watched SCV for the whole day and i never felt so good slacking.. Ekin Cheung and Gigi Leong ended their 7-year relationship... Well, I must admit he’s good. First is his 12 years relationship with whatever-her-name-is, then 7 years with Gigi... Imagine.. 19 years is not a short period of time… He sort of wasted his youth since the day I was born…

10 hours of TV.. now my neck hurts, and i am now regreting my 'brilliant' choice of time utilisation because i have a semester paper to submit middle of next week.. and the fact that i cannot remember what i watched didnt help to lessenthe guilt.. the only good is that the different programs didnt give me the 'wah.. lousy show, waste my time watching' feeling as compared to some local productions.. so at least i'm guilty of wasting time on a somewhat meaningful activity.

I am in a good mood today simply because it is a rainy day.. calms my disturbed heart and soul.. the best day I have for the past 2 weeks.. i hope the rain wont stop for the whole of January.. so as to keep me in a peaceful and undisrupted environment.. lolx... I promise i'll try not to snap, flare up or irritate pple... but i guess my mood is pretty much out of control since i'm in a PMSy mood and everything seems to juz crumbles and i don't even have the ILLUSION of control, no to mention being organised in my life.. well, i guess things have to go totally haywire in order for me to truly appreciate the good in my life. .okay.. what crap i'm saying again..

got to work tomorrow for the sake of collecting MORE survey foms.. shall try my best to not give the very 'fake' face when facing guests. Seriously speaking, i'm truly disappointed with myself for not having the passion to serve despite being in this industry.. the feeling of having to smile when i'm going thru a rough patch irks me.. and i find myself giving excuses for my behaviour.. but so long as no harm comes out of it, i'm pretty contented faking my 'sociable' self when i have to.. for the sake of working and getting my projects done..