i wonder if we humans really only use like 3-5% of our brain.. coz i blog so often and yet i have so many other stuffs that i never include.. so many other thoughts and so on..
and besides blogging, i still have a journal.. and majority of the "masterpieces" and "trash" from my mind is not included in this 2 outlets..
and if a 17, 18 yrs old ger like me already has so much to think, den wat abt those 70, 80 yrs old pple?
and imagine wat we can do if someday someone invent some incerdible technology machine that somehow is able to tap into the somewhat seemingly infinite resource of our brains? wat would the world become by then? a mega creation? a new era?
btw, check this out.. found this website when i was searching for lyrics..
http://breakup-songs.com/
Sunday, May 30
no idea wat topic.. juz typing wat i'm thinking
maybe it's part of growing up.. u'll realise that somehow, u dun ask as many qns as u used to.. u'll learn to appreciate more things and not keep asking why u cant have the same things as others have..
contentment? is that all? i dun think so.. after all, we humans are a competitive bunch of morons.. we wont settle for less when we can be happier with more.. so wat abt being more "mature?"
i think most of us juz resigned to "fate", so as to say.. coz when we're older, we juz KNOW that certain things are beyond our control, no matter how much we whine or grumble.. and since there's nothing we can do abt it, y bother? juz let it be..
a more positive way of saying is being contented, appreciative of what we have instead of bemoaning at our "misfortune"..
a more negative way is being indifferent and simply hating wat we dun have, although we dun voice it up, the "feeling" of being "poor" or what is still there..
and as a kid, u dun think abt how ur parents would feel if u ask for sth.. u juz want wat u desire.. and as we grow older, we'll think for others.. our brain is "built" that way.. as we're able to analyse more complex situations and anticipate wat the reactions would be if we say or do sth, we'll stop ourselves from doing sth, esp if we cant comprehend wat is coming our way.. right?
contentment? is that all? i dun think so.. after all, we humans are a competitive bunch of morons.. we wont settle for less when we can be happier with more.. so wat abt being more "mature?"
i think most of us juz resigned to "fate", so as to say.. coz when we're older, we juz KNOW that certain things are beyond our control, no matter how much we whine or grumble.. and since there's nothing we can do abt it, y bother? juz let it be..
a more positive way of saying is being contented, appreciative of what we have instead of bemoaning at our "misfortune"..
a more negative way is being indifferent and simply hating wat we dun have, although we dun voice it up, the "feeling" of being "poor" or what is still there..
and as a kid, u dun think abt how ur parents would feel if u ask for sth.. u juz want wat u desire.. and as we grow older, we'll think for others.. our brain is "built" that way.. as we're able to analyse more complex situations and anticipate wat the reactions would be if we say or do sth, we'll stop ourselves from doing sth, esp if we cant comprehend wat is coming our way.. right?
Saturday, May 29
letting go and holding on
shld we let go or shld we hold on?
which is the best option?
is letting go moving on and is holding on staying put?
let go of guilt, troubles and negativities.. but only when u've learnt sth from them..
hold on to memories, trust and faith.. only when they mean sth to u..
letting go and holding on.. u can hold on and move on at the same time.. likewise, u can let go and not making any advances.. in the end, we determine wat is impt to us and wat we shld do to each special case and situation we encountered.. trust urself and do wat u deem best..
which is the best option?
is letting go moving on and is holding on staying put?
let go of guilt, troubles and negativities.. but only when u've learnt sth from them..
hold on to memories, trust and faith.. only when they mean sth to u..
letting go and holding on.. u can hold on and move on at the same time.. likewise, u can let go and not making any advances.. in the end, we determine wat is impt to us and wat we shld do to each special case and situation we encountered.. trust urself and do wat u deem best..
di qiu ji yi ji qian ji wan ge ren, wo te bie xiang ni..
was listening to some chinese radio station on the way to tampines in the afternoon.. old tampines road changed.. alot.. so nice now.. the plants and trees..
the story is very nice.. the DJ, think is ling zhi, read out some story tt a guy wrote in for that special program, a true story.. and she made the whole story so. alive. this is the 2nd time i didnt change channel when i hear DJ toking.. besides the fri quan yi feng's slot of course.. the story is nice.. partly coz i can relate to part of it.. the writer mentioned this line, from harlem's "ming zhong zhu ding" lyrics..
[di qiu ji yi ji qian ji wan ge ren, wo te bie xiang ni]
thinking ar.. really lor.. there are so many pple in the world.. thousands and millions of them.. but y would u specially miss that particular person the most? it need not apply only to missing someone, but to almost everything..
really lor.. so many pple out there.. why do we care abt that someone's opinion, comments, words or actions more den others? doesnt it makes sense that we shld be bothered by wat the MAJORITY think instead?
but it's strange huh? sometimes things juz work this way and there's nth we can do abt it..
the story is very nice.. the DJ, think is ling zhi, read out some story tt a guy wrote in for that special program, a true story.. and she made the whole story so. alive. this is the 2nd time i didnt change channel when i hear DJ toking.. besides the fri quan yi feng's slot of course.. the story is nice.. partly coz i can relate to part of it.. the writer mentioned this line, from harlem's "ming zhong zhu ding" lyrics..
[di qiu ji yi ji qian ji wan ge ren, wo te bie xiang ni]
thinking ar.. really lor.. there are so many pple in the world.. thousands and millions of them.. but y would u specially miss that particular person the most? it need not apply only to missing someone, but to almost everything..
really lor.. so many pple out there.. why do we care abt that someone's opinion, comments, words or actions more den others? doesnt it makes sense that we shld be bothered by wat the MAJORITY think instead?
but it's strange huh? sometimes things juz work this way and there's nth we can do abt it..
Friday, May 28
THE ONE FLAW IN WOMEN:
this post i copied from an email.. gals, read it and learn to appreciate urself more.. guys, read it and appreciate the females ard u more.. :D
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish." "Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate." The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."
The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing." And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish." "Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate." The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."
The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing." And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
Thursday, May 27
compliment and masks
it feels nice when someone pays me a compliment.. one that doesnt sets me thinking if the person has other underlying motive or when it seems so fake..
it's like having a warm cup of tea on a cold raining day... sometimes we, or i rather, suspect things too much.. not that i'm trying to examine everything that pple say to me.. but i juz cant help thinking further and questioning the worth of what others say to me abt me..
we all know, roughly, who we are.. therefore it is natural when we try to match what was said to what we have, comparing and determining the "compatibility". this is the part when sarcasm is being spotted in many cases, thru the wrong tone and all..
was chatting to yj in msn ytd.. and he brought up the topic abt masks and backstabbing.. it's true that we put on different masks on different occasions, for different situations and with different pple.. it's natural.. it is an adaptation skills, to put it nicely..
putting on masks is not that terrible as what pple might think it is.. it is a way of dealing with a variety of things and pple in life.. it is NORMAL.. u behave differently at home and with our frens.. can u say that it's abnormal? NO is the answer..
it is a basic survial "tool" we are equipped with in order to live.. if we put away all the masks and face the world with only 1 face, den i can tell u, u're doomed.. this is not being honest and true.. this is being inflexible, stubborn and dumb..
however, this is not at all impossible.. u can face the world with one true you WHEN, we are all replicas of each other, inside and out, and when u can use that 1 side of u to handle that person.. if not, too bad.. u failed..
even when we put on masks, the "real" us will still slowly come out, revealing itself bit by bit.. this allows the "other party" to accept who u are slowly and not all at once.. coz even frens, u may like me for maybe the way i handle situations but hate my temper or sth.. besides tt, diff pple have diff limits to certain behaviours and all.. therefore masks are the best tool to use against all these..
we are all imperfect but i strongly believe that perfect moments happen to imperfect pple at the most imperfect time.. and of course this is aided by other factors.. and putting on masks is one of them.. it's juz like acting.. u muz grasp the concept and den apply to daily life? sth like that??
so in conclusion, putting on masks is not at all a negative thing.. it enables us to be flexible in handling the complications of our daily lives.. =)
it's like having a warm cup of tea on a cold raining day... sometimes we, or i rather, suspect things too much.. not that i'm trying to examine everything that pple say to me.. but i juz cant help thinking further and questioning the worth of what others say to me abt me..
we all know, roughly, who we are.. therefore it is natural when we try to match what was said to what we have, comparing and determining the "compatibility". this is the part when sarcasm is being spotted in many cases, thru the wrong tone and all..
was chatting to yj in msn ytd.. and he brought up the topic abt masks and backstabbing.. it's true that we put on different masks on different occasions, for different situations and with different pple.. it's natural.. it is an adaptation skills, to put it nicely..
putting on masks is not that terrible as what pple might think it is.. it is a way of dealing with a variety of things and pple in life.. it is NORMAL.. u behave differently at home and with our frens.. can u say that it's abnormal? NO is the answer..
it is a basic survial "tool" we are equipped with in order to live.. if we put away all the masks and face the world with only 1 face, den i can tell u, u're doomed.. this is not being honest and true.. this is being inflexible, stubborn and dumb..
however, this is not at all impossible.. u can face the world with one true you WHEN, we are all replicas of each other, inside and out, and when u can use that 1 side of u to handle that person.. if not, too bad.. u failed..
even when we put on masks, the "real" us will still slowly come out, revealing itself bit by bit.. this allows the "other party" to accept who u are slowly and not all at once.. coz even frens, u may like me for maybe the way i handle situations but hate my temper or sth.. besides tt, diff pple have diff limits to certain behaviours and all.. therefore masks are the best tool to use against all these..
we are all imperfect but i strongly believe that perfect moments happen to imperfect pple at the most imperfect time.. and of course this is aided by other factors.. and putting on masks is one of them.. it's juz like acting.. u muz grasp the concept and den apply to daily life? sth like that??
so in conclusion, putting on masks is not at all a negative thing.. it enables us to be flexible in handling the complications of our daily lives.. =)
Wednesday, May 26
the sunkist bus~
was waiting for 112 today and realised tt my favourite sunkist bus is not there.. i used to stand at the interchange waiting for my bus and looking at the "sunkist" bus which juz so happened to be parked at an angle whereby i can see the whole advertisement.. since the 1st time i saw the advertisement, i know i'm already in love with it.. have in mind that it'll be the ONLY bus advertisement that i'll vote for.. when the "competition" came, there's no sunkist bus.. all those jacelyn and army thingy.. all i dun like!! i want sunkist!!!
maybe it always somehow brightens up my day when ever i see it that it sort of becomes a habit to be on the lookout for that bus when i'm in the interchange.. now, without seeing it, i feel weird.. it's the one and only advertisement that has that effect on me.. am quite sad that i cant seem to have any fate with it anymore.. it's a very simple advertisement.. no special complicated and wow effects on the bus.. juz white background and 2 smiley faces.. it's simple yet able to affect me.. i thank whoever that design it.. think it does deserves an award or sth..
it is a happy thought.. better den my previous post.. aint gonna end this negatively.. cheers to sunkist bus..!!
maybe it always somehow brightens up my day when ever i see it that it sort of becomes a habit to be on the lookout for that bus when i'm in the interchange.. now, without seeing it, i feel weird.. it's the one and only advertisement that has that effect on me.. am quite sad that i cant seem to have any fate with it anymore.. it's a very simple advertisement.. no special complicated and wow effects on the bus.. juz white background and 2 smiley faces.. it's simple yet able to affect me.. i thank whoever that design it.. think it does deserves an award or sth..
it is a happy thought.. better den my previous post.. aint gonna end this negatively.. cheers to sunkist bus..!!
Tuesday, May 25
winky ;-)
What weather pattern best represents your outlook on life?
Sunny skies and warm
Partly cloudy and mild
Cloudy with a chance of rain
Dark and stormy
Tornado
lolx.. haha.. well, outlook on life changes at every point in time of our like.. this 5 choices where got enuff sia? lolx.. well, did some tests online.. and it says tt i'm the winky emoticon.. wink wink and more wink.. lolx.. funny sia.. gd way to past time..
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i think slowly, i'm being oblivious to time.. things tt happened like yrs or months ago feel like ytd.. or somehow, i managed to drift apart from the world or sth.. i get worked up over minor things and feel nothing abt the more important things in life.. have i not get my priorities right? or what? or am i juz too indifferent abt things in life tt i simply dun care, dun bother, dun feel, dun think?maybe this is normal.. maybe it's not.. i cant change the way i am.. or maybe a clearer way to express myself.. i dun wanna change the way i am.. if i change myself further to suit the pple ard me, den wat i am? a replica of someone else? or a mixture of all the pple ard me? i dun wanna be that..
Sunny skies and warm
Partly cloudy and mild
Cloudy with a chance of rain
Dark and stormy
Tornado
lolx.. haha.. well, outlook on life changes at every point in time of our like.. this 5 choices where got enuff sia? lolx.. well, did some tests online.. and it says tt i'm the winky emoticon.. wink wink and more wink.. lolx.. funny sia.. gd way to past time..
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i think slowly, i'm being oblivious to time.. things tt happened like yrs or months ago feel like ytd.. or somehow, i managed to drift apart from the world or sth.. i get worked up over minor things and feel nothing abt the more important things in life.. have i not get my priorities right? or what? or am i juz too indifferent abt things in life tt i simply dun care, dun bother, dun feel, dun think?maybe this is normal.. maybe it's not.. i cant change the way i am.. or maybe a clearer way to express myself.. i dun wanna change the way i am.. if i change myself further to suit the pple ard me, den wat i am? a replica of someone else? or a mixture of all the pple ard me? i dun wanna be that..
Monday, May 24
change? dunno
sian.. cant check my other clsmates' timetable.. arbo can see if she's in the same cls as me.. haizz.. sian sian sian.. den dunno who's in the same cls as me.. very de sian de..
pessimism is much much better den optimism.. pessimism allows me to complain and grumble all i want.. it's the PERFECT excuse.. optimism aint helping.. i cant bluff myself saying tt i am happy when i'm not.. it juz isnt right.. and dun try to change me.. i am who i am.. not who u want me to be.. if u want me to become someone u think i shld be coz to u, it's right; den y not u try becoming who i want u to be? someone like me? someone whom u think shld change for the "better?"
it is clearly unfair that u wanna change pple into someone into the "better" person that u have in ur mind.. have u ever thought of the other party? if u wanna try to change the other person, maybe u can try changing urself 1st to suit the other person and see if u like it.. if u do, den fine.. no need to change back or encourage the other person to change for his or her own gd coz u can adapt to it.. and if u cant bear with the changes, den maybe u shld think AGAIN if wat u're trying to do is right.. if u cant stand it, den u think the other party would?
pessimism is much much better den optimism.. pessimism allows me to complain and grumble all i want.. it's the PERFECT excuse.. optimism aint helping.. i cant bluff myself saying tt i am happy when i'm not.. it juz isnt right.. and dun try to change me.. i am who i am.. not who u want me to be.. if u want me to become someone u think i shld be coz to u, it's right; den y not u try becoming who i want u to be? someone like me? someone whom u think shld change for the "better?"
it is clearly unfair that u wanna change pple into someone into the "better" person that u have in ur mind.. have u ever thought of the other party? if u wanna try to change the other person, maybe u can try changing urself 1st to suit the other person and see if u like it.. if u do, den fine.. no need to change back or encourage the other person to change for his or her own gd coz u can adapt to it.. and if u cant bear with the changes, den maybe u shld think AGAIN if wat u're trying to do is right.. if u cant stand it, den u think the other party would?
Sunday, May 23
yeah.. decided to include music in my blog again.. wish by SENS, if i'm not wrong..
i learnt a lot from the pple ard me.. not necessarily those close to me.. sometimes the things they taught me far exceeded wat others could offer..
adeline and sam.. thanks to 2 of u, i managed to see thru all those hazy moments thru that 2 yrs.. both of them are super straightforward pple.. their words and actions make me reflect and see things in a new light.. enable me to make faster decisions, saving on the uncertainties and troubles tt i dun wanna face and the mistakes tt i know i will make and regret later on in life..
decide, end fast, everybody oso happy.. we all can only be young once.. so wasting time is a big big disadvantage.. settle things in the shortest time makes things simpler.. lesser explanations needed, lesser complications, lesser headaches, lesser worries, lesser anticipations and so on..
i learnt a lot from the pple ard me.. not necessarily those close to me.. sometimes the things they taught me far exceeded wat others could offer..
adeline and sam.. thanks to 2 of u, i managed to see thru all those hazy moments thru that 2 yrs.. both of them are super straightforward pple.. their words and actions make me reflect and see things in a new light.. enable me to make faster decisions, saving on the uncertainties and troubles tt i dun wanna face and the mistakes tt i know i will make and regret later on in life..
decide, end fast, everybody oso happy.. we all can only be young once.. so wasting time is a big big disadvantage.. settle things in the shortest time makes things simpler.. lesser explanations needed, lesser complications, lesser headaches, lesser worries, lesser anticipations and so on..
no idea wat i'm saying..
which hurts the most?
not being together or knowing that parting is inevitable?
dunno.. jas's nick sets me thinking abt this.. her courage and regret nick lah..
dunno leh.. coz if there's contentment, den everything shld be gd enuff.. there's no need to show ur "courage" to pple.. coz not everything that can be seen is true and not everything that cant be seen isnt true..
it's more of an individual thing bah.. expressing.. sometimes it's juz too late.. way too late.. so muz let go.. right? and if i cant do anything abt it, den dun do.. easy as tt.. waste more time.. waiting for june to come faster.. den maybe everything will really be over.. stepping out..
not being together or knowing that parting is inevitable?
dunno.. jas's nick sets me thinking abt this.. her courage and regret nick lah..
dunno leh.. coz if there's contentment, den everything shld be gd enuff.. there's no need to show ur "courage" to pple.. coz not everything that can be seen is true and not everything that cant be seen isnt true..
it's more of an individual thing bah.. expressing.. sometimes it's juz too late.. way too late.. so muz let go.. right? and if i cant do anything abt it, den dun do.. easy as tt.. waste more time.. waiting for june to come faster.. den maybe everything will really be over.. stepping out..
Friday, May 21
k lunch..
ah meow gave me morning call juz to get me outta bed to meet them for k lunch.. was very reluctant to get outta my comfy bed.. so was abit grumpy and all.. went there, sing for abt 4 hrs.. very cheap.. 7 bucks for 4 hrs... not too bad.. somemore 4 of us, we got the bigger room with 3 mics.. gd sia.. sang lotsa songs.. lolx..
peiliang asked y i always select and sing males' songs... lolx... i didnt realise tt.. maybe coz the songs are nice and partly coz my voice simply cant reach those high screeching pitch? if i use the fake voice, it will sound quite horrible... lolx.. that's y if i sing duet wif gers, i always choose the guys part.. let the rest fight over the female part... lolx..
as usual, peiliang and i sang the you yi dian dong xing.. and yp and him sang ai de zhen hao.. boling and him sang dong jie and xu yuan.. not too bad sia.. had a really great time.. the person didnt chase us out.. so we left at 3 instead...
in a mess today... left the house in a terrible state.. messy hair, old polo tee, berms and slippers.. den the other 2 wear until so nice... lolx..
now, jolene's ni kuai le ma playing in my head.. surprisingly, with them, we only sang 1 S.H.E song today.. recently keep wanting to listen to william su and alex toh's songs.. dunno y oso.. juz feel like it..
was feeling very proud.. intro that si xing bu gai to the 3 of them.. and they like it.. it's like the 1st time i hear that song, i already love it.. so keep repeating the song for a period of time till it irritates my bro.. damn nice i tell u.. dunno y oso.. 1st canto song i like and can sing.. even though i dunno how to pronounce properly, yi si yi si can... haha..
oh ya... tanya chua's voice oso very nice.. wat she's lacking is juz luck.. her songs are nice.. quite a number of them.. juz tt she's not so popular.. hmm.. who else wanna argue this time round tt luck doesnt really play a part? it does.. and to a large extent!!
peiliang asked y i always select and sing males' songs... lolx... i didnt realise tt.. maybe coz the songs are nice and partly coz my voice simply cant reach those high screeching pitch? if i use the fake voice, it will sound quite horrible... lolx.. that's y if i sing duet wif gers, i always choose the guys part.. let the rest fight over the female part... lolx..
as usual, peiliang and i sang the you yi dian dong xing.. and yp and him sang ai de zhen hao.. boling and him sang dong jie and xu yuan.. not too bad sia.. had a really great time.. the person didnt chase us out.. so we left at 3 instead...
in a mess today... left the house in a terrible state.. messy hair, old polo tee, berms and slippers.. den the other 2 wear until so nice... lolx..
now, jolene's ni kuai le ma playing in my head.. surprisingly, with them, we only sang 1 S.H.E song today.. recently keep wanting to listen to william su and alex toh's songs.. dunno y oso.. juz feel like it..
was feeling very proud.. intro that si xing bu gai to the 3 of them.. and they like it.. it's like the 1st time i hear that song, i already love it.. so keep repeating the song for a period of time till it irritates my bro.. damn nice i tell u.. dunno y oso.. 1st canto song i like and can sing.. even though i dunno how to pronounce properly, yi si yi si can... haha..
oh ya... tanya chua's voice oso very nice.. wat she's lacking is juz luck.. her songs are nice.. quite a number of them.. juz tt she's not so popular.. hmm.. who else wanna argue this time round tt luck doesnt really play a part? it does.. and to a large extent!!
sianz
now getting quite mad at friendster.. think our 8-character thingy clashes or sth.. it shows u stuff tt u dun wanna see, let u make assumptions on the things u dun wanna think abt.. and let pple show u how fake they are actually.. and how highly confident some of them are.. damn damn damn..
no life, no life at all.. or rather, a lifeless kinda life.. damn.. going online has officially been proclaimed to be my program for the holiday.. proud sponsor of the program.. ME..
i wanna block my ears.. cut off my ears.. close my mind.. shut my eyes.. cut of any contact between me and that damn world..
got this from some lame chinese show's subtitles.. managed to catch abit only.. dunno if i quote it correctly.. but i think it's very true..
WHEN THE EYES AND THE EARS ARE CLOSE, THE HEART IS CALM..
so moral of the grumbling:
if someone toks crap or watever stuff tt u dun wanna believe, hear nor listen to(note that there's a diff between hearing and listening), juz close ur ears and ur eyes(to prevent the fella from gestering and irritating u)! gd idea!!
no life, no life at all.. or rather, a lifeless kinda life.. damn.. going online has officially been proclaimed to be my program for the holiday.. proud sponsor of the program.. ME..
i wanna block my ears.. cut off my ears.. close my mind.. shut my eyes.. cut of any contact between me and that damn world..
got this from some lame chinese show's subtitles.. managed to catch abit only.. dunno if i quote it correctly.. but i think it's very true..
WHEN THE EYES AND THE EARS ARE CLOSE, THE HEART IS CALM..
so moral of the grumbling:
if someone toks crap or watever stuff tt u dun wanna believe, hear nor listen to(note that there's a diff between hearing and listening), juz close ur ears and ur eyes(to prevent the fella from gestering and irritating u)! gd idea!!
Tuesday, May 18
risks
to laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
to weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
to reach out for another is to risk involvement.
to express feelings is to risk rejection.
to place ur dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
to love is to risk not being loved in return.
to go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.
but risks muz be taken, coz the greatest hazards in life is to risk nothing.
the person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.
he may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cant learn, feel, change, grow or love.
to weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
to reach out for another is to risk involvement.
to express feelings is to risk rejection.
to place ur dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
to love is to risk not being loved in return.
to go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.
but risks muz be taken, coz the greatest hazards in life is to risk nothing.
the person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.
he may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cant learn, feel, change, grow or love.
today is 18 may tues
jo came all the way to hougang to meet alyssa nad me.. played pool and ate suki.. lolx.. quite a gd idea for lazy pple like me to spend my time, low cost and so near my house and grandpa's house..
we planned to go to genting together at the end of the yr.. most probabaly oct.. so muz start saving when sch reopens.. less kinder buenos, less sweets and junk food.. think shld be able to.. muz set target.. to save at least $200 in like 5 months.. den the rest think can take from my savings..
hmm.. not such a bad idea though.. genting is definitely cheaper den taiwan.. and my cousin asked me to save till i go mad.. lolx.. somemore malaysia cheaper.. go by coach oso much lesser den plane to taiwan... lolx.. oso not so time-consuming.. gd idea..
hmm.. anyway very fast de.. before u know it'll sch would have started and by the 2nd or 3rd week when tuts start coming in, it'll be july.. den all of a sudden, u'll find urself in the middle of research, presentations and den exams.. and den.. viola~ holidays, again!!
alyssa asking me to work as a tutor.. lolx.. for me is CMI, seriously.. coz kids ar... cant handle them.. after awhile i think the sch will sack me.. lolx..
sian sia.. dun wanna even step outta the house.. feel so damn lazy.. like a worm sia.. think of training i sian 1/2.. more and more sian.. my watever attitude aint helping in my scores this time round.. after training normally will have to rest for 1-2 days coz muscle ache.. lousy weakling.. last time aint lidat de.. think pains and fatigue come with old age..
this month dun even feel like buying mag.. support for so many yrs until it becomes a habit.. on the 13 of every month, i'll be on the lookout.. budden these few months really ar.. it's only a waste of my money.. coz i dun read it anyway.. juz buy, den put 1 side.. buy those with alot of advertisements even worse.. imagine u flip to a page of maybe clothes, den u see alot u like, den when u check the price, there's only 2 reaction.. 1) price unavailable(or no price indication), 2)$159 or sth..
sian.. see liao no money to buy.. den read for what? waste money on the mag and xim tia.. somemore see liao not as if i wish very hard den the things will fall from the sky..
listening to my cousin's songs... the songs in her playlist all very nice.. all those tt i listen to in primary sch.. like zui ai de ren bu shi ni and ziang yu tai zao..
we planned to go to genting together at the end of the yr.. most probabaly oct.. so muz start saving when sch reopens.. less kinder buenos, less sweets and junk food.. think shld be able to.. muz set target.. to save at least $200 in like 5 months.. den the rest think can take from my savings..
hmm.. not such a bad idea though.. genting is definitely cheaper den taiwan.. and my cousin asked me to save till i go mad.. lolx.. somemore malaysia cheaper.. go by coach oso much lesser den plane to taiwan... lolx.. oso not so time-consuming.. gd idea..
hmm.. anyway very fast de.. before u know it'll sch would have started and by the 2nd or 3rd week when tuts start coming in, it'll be july.. den all of a sudden, u'll find urself in the middle of research, presentations and den exams.. and den.. viola~ holidays, again!!
alyssa asking me to work as a tutor.. lolx.. for me is CMI, seriously.. coz kids ar... cant handle them.. after awhile i think the sch will sack me.. lolx..
sian sia.. dun wanna even step outta the house.. feel so damn lazy.. like a worm sia.. think of training i sian 1/2.. more and more sian.. my watever attitude aint helping in my scores this time round.. after training normally will have to rest for 1-2 days coz muscle ache.. lousy weakling.. last time aint lidat de.. think pains and fatigue come with old age..
this month dun even feel like buying mag.. support for so many yrs until it becomes a habit.. on the 13 of every month, i'll be on the lookout.. budden these few months really ar.. it's only a waste of my money.. coz i dun read it anyway.. juz buy, den put 1 side.. buy those with alot of advertisements even worse.. imagine u flip to a page of maybe clothes, den u see alot u like, den when u check the price, there's only 2 reaction.. 1) price unavailable(or no price indication), 2)$159 or sth..
sian.. see liao no money to buy.. den read for what? waste money on the mag and xim tia.. somemore see liao not as if i wish very hard den the things will fall from the sky..
listening to my cousin's songs... the songs in her playlist all very nice.. all those tt i listen to in primary sch.. like zui ai de ren bu shi ni and ziang yu tai zao..
sianzZzzZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzZ
tired.. sianz... it's time to bring those famous words out again..
who cares, big deal, watever~!
the things i do, the words i say, the clothes i wear..
ching.. tell u ar.. really sian lor.. ytd i dreamt of jeff and jas working in some sakae outlet.. den we went there to eat.. but left without ordering anything.. sux lor.. slp oso dream of sakae.. bad omen..
again, watever~! it's time to use the words over and over again... y shld i care? rude den rude lah.. no big deal anyway..
who cares, big deal, watever~!
the things i do, the words i say, the clothes i wear..
ching.. tell u ar.. really sian lor.. ytd i dreamt of jeff and jas working in some sakae outlet.. den we went there to eat.. but left without ordering anything.. sux lor.. slp oso dream of sakae.. bad omen..
again, watever~! it's time to use the words over and over again... y shld i care? rude den rude lah.. no big deal anyway..
no idea.. mixed kinda post
i really hate it when i open my own blog and the 1st thing i see is the "x" on the top left corner of the window.. coz the transfer rate exceeded and things are being disabled.. well, think it's coz of the music.. shall take it down.. tha lst time i check, it was 20%.. now it over 150%.. what on earth happened?!! den i cant see the pics and all, sian lor.. so i've taken down the music.. think it'll be better after tt..
cant even view my own blog tt is COMPLETE.. sian.. without the heart abit weird.. too empty.. update so many times a day oso sian.. and y muz i write all those stuff? entertainment purposes? information sharing?
Y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i?
i dunno.. boring person wif boring life.. anyway, i aint faking u.. y shld i anyway? not as if i'll get sth gd outta all these rubbish crap sessions online.. and u all reading my blog any maybe laughing ur heads off coz i'm one mega idiot..
watever~!
anyway, after wat i've said, here's sth else.. info sharing again.. senseless info..
did anyone realised that the days are getting longer and the nights shorter? days drag on and on and on and on.. never ending.. night-time seems to go by wif the bat of an eyelid.. maybe coz we're all aslp.. days are getting longer coz it's hotter and brighter, den nights are getting shorter and cooler.. i oso dunno y.. coz suddenly like a change... not major.. but enuff for me to notice anyway.. and i'm not exactly a very attentive person who'll pay special attention to things going on ard me.. juz wat i feel..
oh ya.. and y when i'm typing entries to be posted. more often den not, i feel as if i'm obliged to apologise for wat i think and feel.. and again, the qn comes up.. y shld i?
this is from my fren last time:
Why apologize for showing feeling? When you do so, you apologize for the truth.
ya.. i think so too.. but sometimes u cant juz write anything u think coz the world is not abt u and u only..
think now i'm abit cranky.. dunno wat i'm typing.. dunno wat i'm saying..ya.. selfish pple.. best!
cant even view my own blog tt is COMPLETE.. sian.. without the heart abit weird.. too empty.. update so many times a day oso sian.. and y muz i write all those stuff? entertainment purposes? information sharing?
Y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i?
i dunno.. boring person wif boring life.. anyway, i aint faking u.. y shld i anyway? not as if i'll get sth gd outta all these rubbish crap sessions online.. and u all reading my blog any maybe laughing ur heads off coz i'm one mega idiot..
watever~!
anyway, after wat i've said, here's sth else.. info sharing again.. senseless info..
did anyone realised that the days are getting longer and the nights shorter? days drag on and on and on and on.. never ending.. night-time seems to go by wif the bat of an eyelid.. maybe coz we're all aslp.. days are getting longer coz it's hotter and brighter, den nights are getting shorter and cooler.. i oso dunno y.. coz suddenly like a change... not major.. but enuff for me to notice anyway.. and i'm not exactly a very attentive person who'll pay special attention to things going on ard me.. juz wat i feel..
oh ya.. and y when i'm typing entries to be posted. more often den not, i feel as if i'm obliged to apologise for wat i think and feel.. and again, the qn comes up.. y shld i?
this is from my fren last time:
Why apologize for showing feeling? When you do so, you apologize for the truth.
ya.. i think so too.. but sometimes u cant juz write anything u think coz the world is not abt u and u only..
think now i'm abit cranky.. dunno wat i'm typing.. dunno wat i'm saying..ya.. selfish pple.. best!
WHEN U WANT TO FOOL THE WORLD, TELL THE TRUTH
learnt a VERY IMPORTANT lesson today...
WHEN U WANT TO FOOL THE WORLD, TELL THE TRUTH
it's tested, proven, tried and what not.. can trust de..
coz i used tt "formula" on my mom and it works.. lolx.. but dun overdo it..
how i wished i know tt formula sooner.. den can apply.. den maybe many gd things will come outta it.. but regrets are sth tt we muz live with coz it's a necessity in life..
WHEN U WANT TO FOOL THE WORLD, TELL THE TRUTH
it's tested, proven, tried and what not.. can trust de..
coz i used tt "formula" on my mom and it works.. lolx.. but dun overdo it..
how i wished i know tt formula sooner.. den can apply.. den maybe many gd things will come outta it.. but regrets are sth tt we muz live with coz it's a necessity in life..
Monday, May 17
qing fei de yi by harlem and songs by jeff
haa.. one of my fav songs last time.. can put on repeat mode for very long.. haa.. esp the chorus.. very nice.. catchy kinda tune..
and ya.. jeff chang's song.. kanna influenced by my cousin.. love his songs.. nice.. qing ge wang zi.. sounds soo "wow"~ like zhi jue, ai bu liu, ai ru chao shui, kuan rong, hui lai, and so on....... long long list.. lolx..
lalala.. and ya.. there's this ger grp last time.. mirai or sth.. now gone liao ar? coz i only rem one of their songs.. haha.. now like nv see them anywhere le.. maybe nt popular enuff.. den being axed by the company.. =D
and ya.. jeff chang's song.. kanna influenced by my cousin.. love his songs.. nice.. qing ge wang zi.. sounds soo "wow"~ like zhi jue, ai bu liu, ai ru chao shui, kuan rong, hui lai, and so on....... long long list.. lolx..
lalala.. and ya.. there's this ger grp last time.. mirai or sth.. now gone liao ar? coz i only rem one of their songs.. haha.. now like nv see them anywhere le.. maybe nt popular enuff.. den being axed by the company.. =D
changing name? lalala
lalala... think it's all in my mind.. wearing some funny string with some funny coin like thingy as the pendent.. my mom told me to wear it.. den coz it clashes with my cross necklace, so hav to take it out.. abit funny lah.. like chinese plus western.. lolx..
my parents went to some part of malaysia for some thingy.. think is some sort like fortune telling.. wah.. cannot believe it sia.. the things he(shld be a he lah) told my parents abt me.... wahahaha...
actually i NEVER thot tt my personality and what not is actually linked to my name.. hmm.. but wat the person said is damn true.. couldnt believe it too.. somemore i not present lor.. tk 1 look den can say liao..
den sometime in june i need to go there too, den let the person see, den dunno wat, den most prob changing my name... lolx.. changing my name sia!! imagine having ur name ard for like... 17 yrs.. den got used to pple calling me jun, ah jun, peijun, pei khoon, puay jun, puay khoon, and what not, suddenly they say i need to change my name... lolx.. how to accept it sia?
but my mom told me tt the birth cert's name will still remain.. juz tt my family will call me by my "new" name.. i think.. coz she's not too sure either..
find it quite interesting sia.. hmm.. think abit ar.. den realised it's quite true.. shall not say much.. coz i dun really know.. wait till it really happens den i blog again.. tt time hwasan oso commented.. same thing.. but so far okay leh..
wondering if everyone with the name peijun and surname chen needs to change their names.. lolx.. coz if that's the case, den i think alot of pple need to liao.. haha.. well, actually abit scared.. wat if they giv me some weird name like ah zhu or sth? lolx.. den xia suay sia.. haha.. arbo some lame ones like zhang yu, den i die... lolx.. okie.. crapping.. dunno y.. the word juz pop up... haa
quite looking forward to it.. coz nv go to this kinda thing b4.. so very interested.. se if they know me better den i do or what.. hmm.. but this kinda thing can only believe half half only.. coz no proof mah.. den cannot guarantee tt everything they say is and will be true.. we wont know anyway.. haha.. even if everything not as nice as i thot it would be, den can treat it as a family outing.. lolx.. =)
my parents went to some part of malaysia for some thingy.. think is some sort like fortune telling.. wah.. cannot believe it sia.. the things he(shld be a he lah) told my parents abt me.... wahahaha...
actually i NEVER thot tt my personality and what not is actually linked to my name.. hmm.. but wat the person said is damn true.. couldnt believe it too.. somemore i not present lor.. tk 1 look den can say liao..
den sometime in june i need to go there too, den let the person see, den dunno wat, den most prob changing my name... lolx.. changing my name sia!! imagine having ur name ard for like... 17 yrs.. den got used to pple calling me jun, ah jun, peijun, pei khoon, puay jun, puay khoon, and what not, suddenly they say i need to change my name... lolx.. how to accept it sia?
but my mom told me tt the birth cert's name will still remain.. juz tt my family will call me by my "new" name.. i think.. coz she's not too sure either..
find it quite interesting sia.. hmm.. think abit ar.. den realised it's quite true.. shall not say much.. coz i dun really know.. wait till it really happens den i blog again.. tt time hwasan oso commented.. same thing.. but so far okay leh..
wondering if everyone with the name peijun and surname chen needs to change their names.. lolx.. coz if that's the case, den i think alot of pple need to liao.. haha.. well, actually abit scared.. wat if they giv me some weird name like ah zhu or sth? lolx.. den xia suay sia.. haha.. arbo some lame ones like zhang yu, den i die... lolx.. okie.. crapping.. dunno y.. the word juz pop up... haa
quite looking forward to it.. coz nv go to this kinda thing b4.. so very interested.. se if they know me better den i do or what.. hmm.. but this kinda thing can only believe half half only.. coz no proof mah.. den cannot guarantee tt everything they say is and will be true.. we wont know anyway.. haha.. even if everything not as nice as i thot it would be, den can treat it as a family outing.. lolx.. =)
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