no idea.. mixed kinda post

i really hate it when i open my own blog and the 1st thing i see is the "x" on the top left corner of the window.. coz the transfer rate exceeded and things are being disabled.. well, think it's coz of the music.. shall take it down.. tha lst time i check, it was 20%.. now it over 150%.. what on earth happened?!! den i cant see the pics and all, sian lor.. so i've taken down the music.. think it'll be better after tt..

cant even view my own blog tt is COMPLETE.. sian.. without the heart abit weird.. too empty.. update so many times a day oso sian.. and y muz i write all those stuff? entertainment purposes? information sharing?

Y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i? y shld i?

i dunno.. boring person wif boring life.. anyway, i aint faking u.. y shld i anyway? not as if i'll get sth gd outta all these rubbish crap sessions online.. and u all reading my blog any maybe laughing ur heads off coz i'm one mega idiot..

watever~!

anyway, after wat i've said, here's sth else.. info sharing again.. senseless info..

did anyone realised that the days are getting longer and the nights shorter? days drag on and on and on and on.. never ending.. night-time seems to go by wif the bat of an eyelid.. maybe coz we're all aslp.. days are getting longer coz it's hotter and brighter, den nights are getting shorter and cooler.. i oso dunno y.. coz suddenly like a change... not major.. but enuff for me to notice anyway.. and i'm not exactly a very attentive person who'll pay special attention to things going on ard me.. juz wat i feel..

oh ya.. and y when i'm typing entries to be posted. more often den not, i feel as if i'm obliged to apologise for wat i think and feel.. and again, the qn comes up.. y shld i?

this is from my fren last time:
Why apologize for showing feeling? When you do so, you apologize for the truth.

ya.. i think so too.. but sometimes u cant juz write anything u think coz the world is not abt u and u only..

think now i'm abit cranky.. dunno wat i'm typing.. dunno wat i'm saying..ya.. selfish pple.. best!