sat 15th.. -_-_[ ]_-_-

today small target face AGAIN.. damn sian sia.. at 1st nt too bad.. later on no strength liao den.. well, u know.. my arrows anyhow fly.. anyway, as usual, ken told me tt i need more strength, muz do more exercises at home, train more blah blah blah.. den well, i was thinking no matter how hard i train, i will NEVER get out of the i-am-weak shell.. y? coz i'm a ger.. it's always lidat.. it's nt as if i dun wanna train.. but it's like.. no point lor.. karin so strong liao he still say not enuff strength.. somemore she's pulling a higher poundage bow..

karin MIA for quite long le.. den heard tt her results nt gd, dens ome subjects she took 3 times.. so think drop out bah.. well, now even worse.. the whole team like mostly guys.. today i abit lucky.. got monique and didi to accompany me..

i'm slowly turning into a guy.. think so.. now so rough.. den so crap.. NOT "ladylike" as all gers are "supposed" to be.. but i think i like myself this way more.. who cares anyway..

today really horrible.. 1st thing is the damn weather.. we all sweating like crazy.. like on tap.. den got 3 groups of soccer pple playing on the field.. 3 grps!!!!!! despite our "warning", they continued playing.. actually it doesnt matter to me but ken they all make such a big fuss over it tt i m very sian..

after training got PT.. as usual, warm up AGAIN, run, den do sprintings.. den warm down.. today still nt so bad.. but the very sian thing was tt after training den got breeze.. haizz.. always lidat de..make me suffer sia..

think i saw someone i knew juz now.. but nt confirm.. so dun dare to call out or what.. it's better lah.. anyway pple usually dun really tk note of their surroundings.. sian sian and more sian.. think they're getting the baseball bag.. den they saw the polo tee i'm wearing for PT, den they say nice oso.. ask for catalogue.. sian lor.. DUN HAVE.. haizz.... they're going to monique's for Monopoly ltr.. den staying over.. i'm nt going.. tml meeting up wif 150+ and frens.. so well, gd.. can slack.. coz i'm real tired now..