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juz finished mopping the floor in my grandpa's house.. it's been yrs since i last hold a mop.. think pri 2 or 3 bah.. then, i was small and weak. .and i used to sweep the floor 3 times b4 i start mopping coz i cant stand the dust around.. and i have to put all of my weight on the mop to squeeze away the excess water.. and normally after all these "simple" chores, i'll be tired out and will sit there and rest while my grandparents praise me for being helpful and all.. so long de.. didnt even realised mopping the floor is so simple..

feel abit useless juz slacking at home.. so besides mopping the floor, i also helped to cut the meat.. as usual, i spent half the time getting rid of the excess fats.. feel so contented after doing all those simple stuff.. and nt to forget, can hav food tasting while working ard the kitchen.. hehe..

so far i've been blogging and blogging until i dunno whether i'm writing an account, reporting wat i've done or recording life events.. lolx.. sian lor.. when there's nth much to do and u've juz make some changes ard the house, u dun feel like doing anything else related anymore..

shifted the layout in my room again.. and after 2 days, i still cant get use to it.. will go back to the usual spot to put back my comb or sth to find that the dressing table and mirror is at the other end of the room.. not nxt to the door anymore.. nor can i sit up on my bed and look at myself in the mirror like i used to..

guess when there're changes, we need adaptation time.. and when that happens, u'll find urself wanting to revert back to wat u used to do and wat u used to have and many a time, it's juz for convenience coz it's either u're too tired to try to change part of ur lifestyle, or that u cant seem to find another "action" that feels as comfortable as the past.. so u cant seem to fit into the new "life".. it's only a matter of time.. slowly, subconsciously, u'll feel that u're slowly settling down and feeling alright with the change.. and den u'll accept the change as it is..