do not wish or hope for more so that even when u're disappointed, it aint much of a difference.. but if u aim high and yet hit low, u'll feel lousy and sad~ coz that's not want u want..
suddenly thot of the exam results.. was thinking that if i can clear all my subjects, den i'll be glad enuff.. coz can hav the rest of the holidays to slack and not worry abt the sup paper.. den can really throw away all my stuff le.. i am confident that i can pass.. coz during the paper, got roughly calculate the marks.. shld be able to hit 40%.. even if i dun, think i can trust my crapping skills.. so roughly can get at least a C.. anyway, it doesnt matter much.. not as if there's scholarships or what to fight for and can get cash vouchers or what.. sianz... really no motivation.. =(
during the exam period, i was grumbling to my frens that we waste like half the day studying den finish the paper in 2 hrs or less.. den they were all telling me that i'm the only one who does that coz the rest only study on that day itself or like.. very late at night.. well, actually i slack all the way too.. if the paper starts at 2, den i'll start on the morning itself.. like 9.. den hav breakfast, bathe, pack bag, slack, go online and chat for awhile den study again.. so well, almost the same as them oso mah.. juz that dun pon tutorials and i did my work.. although sometimes it's copied.. haha.. so well, didnt work as hard as last sem, when i tried so hard to cram in the chapters of hospitality facilities management, memorising lightings, laundry, electricity and what not... but all cannot remember liao.. alot of crap inside.. in the end come up the chapters which i didnt study.. lolx.. and i crap. .and well, got it right.. like wat to tk into considerations when renovating the lobby of a hotel.. like duh~ common sense.. den that paper 30% of the whole subject only.. so a real waste of my time.. and money printing that super thick stack of book that would otherwise cost more den 100 bucks if purchased from kino.. luckily nv buy.. the lecturer somemore bluff us and said that we can refer to it later in life.. duh~ i am Very sure i wont.. considering selling the notes to the karang guni.. maybe can have like 80 cents back bah.. den together with my other notes, maybe can get abt 1+ bucks den can buy 1 kinder bueno and eat..
feel so unconfortable today.. coz didnt bring my wallet along.. it's inside my bro's bag! and he was in sch at that time.. left it in his bag and i forgotten all abt it.. like so insecure.. cannot buy things oso.. coz i only brought 60 bucks out den pay deposit for the uniforms-$50, left $10 for lunch and shopping.. so nv buy anything.. realised i nv put any "sia" in this entry.. so shall put 1 now.. sian sia~
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