i dragged myself outta bed. not to study, but to enjoy the morning sun.. been quite some time since i last did it. glad i did it again today. i dun mind sacrificing an hr or 2 of my sleep to enjoy the calmness and serenity the morning brings. btw, watching cars speeding by gave me a weird sense of satisfaction, for i am at home doing absolutely nothing and the pple are rushing off to work.
thru the years, it's always been like this. i always find funny things to do nearer the exam period. and i haven started on accounts. the only thing i've done is to READ 4 chapters of POM which i cant even remember. oh well, wat can i say? i still have 5 more days..
back to the topic. i loathe the afternoon scorching sun. but i love the warmth the morning sun provides. it's so reassuring, that tomorrow will definitely be here. it's as if someone is holding u close and telling u not to worry.
went to see my youngest sis. she sleeps like an angel but wakes up full of the devil. haha.. reminds me of me when i'm younger... the orange curtains make her face rosey, and the wind gave the room a light dancing atmosphere. and i sat there like an idiot watching her sleep, thinkin that nothing in the world would be able to give contentment as such.
had breakfast and went back to bed after drying my hair. sometimes i love my bed for being so absolutely cosy and spacious and sometimes i hate it. hate it for tempting me into its arms and giving me the ultimate comfort. just like that, i drifted off to dreamland for a 4 hour journey.
i woke up to find my sisters going out. within 10 mins, the house is empty other than a lone soul. me, alone at home again. so what's the use of having a big family when most of the time i'm alone?
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