Wednesday, March 9

capped dope

patiently waiting for the 9 o'clock show.. and i'm only at slide number 13 of my food hygiene notes.. alot more to go. slept till 8.. wahahah.. coz of my sis.. told her to wake me up at 6.. in the end she accompany me... when i woke up at 8, i found her in her bed.. haha..

after dinner and some junk food, i'm ready.... to watch a show.. haha.. nt in the mood to study.. anyway, i dun think food hygiene got much to study coz it's all common sense right?

wasnt in the right state of mind today. i've been thru so many presentations yet i'm still SO nervous during presentation. wat's wrong with me? i also dunno..

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enclosed in the capped head,
in close proximity to memories,
i ran.
away from acknowledgement,
away from bemused thoughts
and struggling sentiments.
away from the hustle and bustle of wat's inside.
towards the seclusion of stillness,
hoping to stay composed
but within it's as clear as anything.
disheveled-ness took over.
wat's inside became wat's outside.
it's as loud as twenty drums playing at the same time.
disturbing, too eye-catching and the
thumping..
no wonder blood circulation seemed so highly sophisticated today.
like a boomerang with sharp edges,
it always return to whom who throws it.
leaving only self indulgence in all the wrong things..

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