after much struggling, i've decided.. to take on Meritus Mandarin's offer.. after all, it's an established hotel... and i have nothing to lose.. the hotel is traditional, but i'm pretty much okay with it.. i guess the pressure of seeing pple editing resume, sending resumes, answering calls, scheduling interviews, rushing for interviews before or after lessons and even skipping lessons... is too much for me.. i gave up.. i took on the easiest route.. i took on the "bestest" offer, so they say. leigh told me that since i nv send Ritz, never send conrad, never send four seasons, never send fullerton and so on, the best is meritus and i got it.. shld juz accpet it and dun waste any time.. i got an interview with panpacific on monday 10 am.. but 1 vacancy, so many pple are fighting for it.. i guess the more i think, the more i guess it's not worth my time to go down for the interview.. i think i can survive not seeing those pple for the rest of my life.. after all, i'm only after the experience.. i dunno.. trying to be optimistic here.. pple are telling me i'm fortunate and i kinda agree with them.. so i'll grab opportunities before they pass me by.. learning.. from mistakes... to seek... a better... tomorrow.... :) actually posting entries in a huge big paragraph is nice.. i love the messiness, if there's such a work, and the disorder, and the unorganized thoughts, plus the head-shaking reaction pple get when they see such a BIG paragraph and dun bother to read all.. love it all.. haha..

now all i have to do is to wait for the reply..

and i saw the uniform on the calander.. it sux actually.. but no matter where i choose to go, pple have sth bad to say so i shall leave everything for myself to see and experience before i take in their nonsense.. anyway, we are separate individuals...