Being given the freedom to do what i want to do.

Basically, i spent more than half of my birthday sleeping.. then waking up doing whatever i like, for example slacking and doing things in MY speed. Today is as eventful as any other day in my life, just that i can sort of sense this sentence running thru pple's mind 'No kidding. she really got NO life.' so FYI, i have a life as real as u do, and the same number of hours to spend each day as u are entitled to. just that i'd rather spend it in a different way..

whatever it is, i find that it's a great day. fabulous weather (rainy), peaceful (with occasional rumbling of thunder), normal. It's kind of a strange feeling, knowing that even though it's supposed to be MY special day, the world stops for no one. not even me and simply because of this, i embrace this wonderful feeling even more.. sitting by the window, with a nice cup of coffee, taking in whatever that's coming, feeling calm. that's what i call contentment and how i derive happiness.

[I think i'm probably avoiding something pretty big in my inner life because I am keeping pretty busy]
It's not the quantity of life (not the many parties u have to go to, not the many celebrations and countdown events u got to attend, not the many pple you die die must meet..) but the quality of life.. This, is what i live by.

[The more enlightened we become, the more we can't be lived up to by anyone anywhere.
The more we learn, the more we'd better expect to live by ourselves. ]
so maybe this explains why i'm still single? lolx.

[Age is a matter of mind over matter.
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.]