was trying to find the post that i remembered posting(i think) regarding this (i feel)more like me than me girl. but i couldnt, coz blogger only allows viewing up to 300 entries(i confirm). so the earliest ones get cut off, and i die die dun wanna set back the archiving(i refuse).. hmmmph.

wanted to see what i reflected regarding it but i guess i wont be able to do it.. anyway, my entries are getting boring.. so i'm seriously considering whether to stop or not to stop this irritating habit.. give me till the end of the semester. if i continue, that means bo liao pple can still get updates from my even boring-er life.. if i dont, that means i either disappear from the face of the world, or want to disappear..

will be back to work tml. to earn my allowance, and TRY my best to save enough because new year is coming, and i guess i'll have to find money somehow, to at least get a new top if i dont need anything else.. grandpa and sis's bdae coming too, haven give my mom any money since my last attachment pay, and haven get to changing my phone.. and i'm planing for trips, after graduation! and dont i need to save up for other purposes? like take up an insurance plan or something? coz i guess at the rate i'm planning my life, i better start investments soon. lolx.

so tell me. where do i get all the money that i need?! part time aint enough. i reckon even a full-time job cant cover half the expenses i've mentioned.

there i go again. crazy PJ. some day i'll drive myself to insanity.