went out with jas and ching, plus timo today.. for more info, pls refer to ching's blog..
well, didnt really know wat to say nowadays except grumbles and crap stuff.. except when i'm very ji dong den another story lah..
sibeh sian.. frenster pple msg again.. for a period of time i thot pple bo hue me liao.. budden now the msgs asking to be frens are back.. i thot that once i put the 'in a relationship" status, pple will stop msging me.. but well, i was wrong..
the most mafan thing is when my frens saw my profile and start asking qns.. pris did it again last night.. after like asking me 1 week ago.. ask me why.. as if i know why.. i dunno.. den she thot i bluffing her somemore.. i cant explain any further le..
tml competition AGAIN.. one yr dunno how many coms.. i sian liao.. so early wake up.. double sian.. even my frens are sian when they ask abt my programs for the weekend and i told them i got competition..
it's tiring when i repetitive do the same things without using my brain.. yeah.. tired coz i never use my brain..
was walking home juz now and listening to FM.. juz walking ard aimlessly, towards home.. i didnt even know wat i'm doing coz it's when i reached the lift den i realised that i'm close to home.. it's the feeling like u receive a phone call or sms in the morning,replied but after that when u woke up, u realised that u cant recall the details..
that shows me 1 thing.. i'm so used to switching on and off my brain, stoning as and when i want, that it becomes an easy task.. so easy that i dun even need to feel it consciously.. and i wonder wat i'm doing.. coz it seems as if frm the time i call home till the time i reach home, time moves slower den normal.. and it feels weird.. as if the world left me behind while it moves on at the speed of lightning, bringing everyone else with it and i didnt hurry to catch up.. maybe that's true.. i'm living life at my own speed that the rest of the world juz cant wait for me any longer.
pls wait. while i catch up. pls dun leave me behind.
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