alright at 1st, den mood dipped.. mood didnt exactly dipped.. juz tt when it's more of a one-to-one conversation, i'll tend to be unreasonable.. i AM.

i got this frm a fren's profile:

"i look fierce. "wat u see is wat u get" - doesnt work for my case. it takes time to know the real me. first impression counts but does not mean that's wad u get. luv the frens who have been by my side. trusting me. supporting me. u all know who u r. i hope so. hate to put on make-up. dey waste alot of time. thou makes one look prettier for only a period of time. cinderella before 12 mid-night."

and i TOTALLY agree with her!!!

sometimes, dun ask if u think u wont like wat i'm going to say.. and sometimes, entertainment can be so exhausting, esp if i'm the entertainer..

go ahead.. plan an outing for 4.. i know u'll not.. even if u somehow managed to, it will NEVER happen... and i dun wanna be there at that time to "witness a miracle".. i am NEVER the glue.. so count me out for this sticky, stinky job.. ur kind intentions are appreciated, although u never brought the whole idea up to me. luckily u didnt. i dun wanna start another big hoo-ha over nothing..

i dunno y i am affected by this useless kinda thing.. i ought to focus on more impt issues at hand.. call me stupid, go ahead.. but for ur info, i tried to change, i've changed, but i'm still me. the same person that i used to hate myself for being.. i cant think of anything to do abt myself.

someone plz tell me the meaning and definition of "me".