some DJ was saying this..

..no courage to face the truth even when it's right in our faces..
.. means too much..
.. didnt want to lose it all..

doesnt want anything to change bah i think.. or too scared to try.. suddenly yukino's face flashed in my mind and arima's shy expression became clear in the council meeting scene..

scared.. y shld we be afraid? y muz we succumb to fear? human nature? i'm afraid it's not..

didnt want to say anything.. not because i'm stupid or ignorant.. yes i am, but not to all things.. it's nt as if i dun care.. i did, but time wasnt on my side..

was browsing thru pple's blogs and i saw this :

[ there will always be the things in life that we are afraid of, the things that will hurt us... that still isn't a good enough reason to live in fear... you asked me for my heart... i told you it was yours... but i wasn't brave enough to give it all away... i should have been, you gave me everything i could imagine... we were in that bliss if only for a moment... and i am still the guilty one... i was standing at the edge and you told me it was ok to jump... i stood there looking over for so long...
we wept for all the suffering in my fearful choice... you took me by the hand and we went together to find an answer...]

applicable to all couples out there ya?

pple always say "u are wat u eat.." and i always wonder.. "if i eat junk food, am i juz trash?"
it sux lah.. like someone toking in my brain, totally oblivious to MY thoughts.. saying funny things tt i dun even know i am capable of thinking.. the kinda feeling is as if ur phone line crossed someone else's and u end up listening to their conversation but no matter wat u do, they cant hear u..i muz be out of my mind.. juz ignore me.