received the news on my way to SGH this afternoon.. boling msg and asked if i'm free this sunday.. if i am then we'll all go and visit weiqiang coz sth happened to him.. 1st thing that comes into my mind "pls no.. dun tell me he's in the hospital too.." i called bl, and she told me that his dad passed away.. F4 E1... it feels like ages ago..

took 65 to harbourfront den change train to outram.. dun ask me y i chose that route, i juz did.. stayed in the hospital till 8.. and reached home at 9..

caught the last 15 mins of the 9pm show.. xiaoyan was saying sth that i can relate to.. on the surface, we seem to live a very fruitful life with busy schedules and exciting plans.. but dun u find that after awhile, u dunno y u are so busy with wat u're doing?? u dunno y u do wat u did? u feel empty?? u all it loneliness? 寂寞的常客, i am, too..

my cousin juz came back from some island in thailand and was chatting with me abt how nice the island is.. and i feel the need to get away.. away from everything.. juz somewhere for me to not be me..

wat do i want out of life? enjoyment? happiness or sheer torture? i guess most of us chose the last option so that we can enjoy our happiness when days get better?? i dunno..

alot of thots.. but i cant seem to blog them down.. all i do nowadays is to blog down my day to day activities.. as if everyone is interested in this boring life of mine..

for now, let me rest.