money factor

did i mention i was irritated? by pple who claim that they dun hav money or on a very tight budget, cant fork out a mere 5 bucks but willingly spend like 150 on clothes for their significant other or some very lame reasons that i think are not valid at all?!

if u can affford to spend multiple times more, y not contribute $5 for a fren's 18th bdae? if u're having financial difficulty, i can understand. but those lousy excuses? how can u explain? izzit true that the older we get, the less impulsive we are so the amount we spent on pple's bdae presents gets smaller? the spending power increases, but the willingness to spend decreases.. what's with that?

and to think that the 2 of us, after a long day doing a proj that can never be completed, went sourcing for the present, thinking that pple will be willing to pay, coz they dun hav to shop for the present separately.. worse come to worse, there'll at least be 10 of us.. who knows? those that are not as close are willing to share..

maybe i am frustrated not only bcoz of the few individuals.. think mainly coz of the proj thingy, and in addition, these stupid excuses and acts reminded me of HER. what she did and say sometime in March.. how i feel, what i think, everything.. juz sort of link back although i am very unwillingly to do so. when all these happen together, ask whether i get affected? of course i am.. end up me and eve divide the balance and fork out more. think this suits me better.. saves trouble, saves time..

anyway, report done. finally..down to the last hr we're still doing costings, editing coz the service side forgotten to tell us they'll be using sugar and some other stuff.. a 30-pple theme team project end up only abt 8 main pple doing work.. nt only culi side pek chek, svc side also, if i'm nt wrong.. other cls can work so well together.. dunno y my cls lidat.. *shake head.. think there's a major prob.. but cannot determine wat it is exactly..

my saviour song is on. feeling alright now.. and my feet need a rest. nt only that, my mind needs a break and my body needs a holiday.