term break.. no use.

went to panpac wif steph ytd.. den to suntec.. bought a presentation skirt and ate sakae.. broke le.. training today.. was in a good mood at first.. den after tt dunno y back to usual.. shot the small target face at 1st.. den after that round 2 we shot the 122 target face.. after like months of not shooting big target face.. of course score better.. but still not ideal.. sianz...

i realised that after shooting for awhile, when i am tired (that's what ken says), i'll start to see 2 sight.. and i cant aim, cant anchor, so i juz anyhow watever~

bow training better than previous weeks.. was kinda sian.. we were told to reach tembusu at 1230.. budden we're not supposed to shoot till those pple in LTC go some ALP or APL thingy.. watever that is.. so we juz sit ard and wait.. wait for them to finish their lunch and siam.. so sian.. set up everything den cannot shoot..

was asked to lead the jog today.. heard someone behind saying "run so slow".. and i was thinking.. maybe i shld juz turn ard and tell him tt the coach asked me to keep to that pace.. and it isnt very fair for those who can run faster to cut ahead of others and leave the slower ones behind, with leaving lesser time for them to rest before the shoot..

k. it's impossible to like everyone in this world.. so i shall juz keep quiet..

hmm.. 1st impression does make a difference.. juz by the way a person speaks.. perception..

anyway, i realised that i'm operating on the self-serving bias theory.. tendancy to attribute gd results and performance to internal factors and failures to external causes like luck.. like i always say during training, it's a heng suay thing...

tml will be a LONGGGGggGGGgGGGgggggGgggggg day... 9 o'clock meeting for BESE, den 1 o'clock meeting for culi sci.. den evening going to watch dim sum dollies... hope it's nice.. lolx..

saw carol in suntec sakae ytd.. she transferred from kovan to suntec.. told me that business there is bad.. old outlet's staff almost all gone le.. kelvin going to NS soon, the rest all left, left jeff.. there goes the old times.. the blast-chinese-songs-during-duty, the hand signals and the conference at night... shu yue promoted to supervisor.. ah feng auntie got breast cancer, wah eng auntie's husband passed away... william in east point after being transferred to OUB.. so many things happened in 1 yr.. jeff got a daughter le.. the only person i think doesnt change much is suijing.. saw her sometime back with her bf.. she didnt see me.. good..

shot 2 rounds, plus team, plus bow exercises, plus lots of jacks!! i did like 44 counts of 8 jumping jacks in total today.. plus pumpings... didnt feel much.. like usual, i think my body is there, soul somewhere there, mind somewhere else..