more and more crap.

saw jeanette on TV after watching the school bella show.. so sweet... anyway, so stunned when i saw her.. she reminds me of my AJC experience and the memories came back.. lolx.. the bball player, zhonghua ger who always hang out wif jasmine, that sleepyhead who slps during chinese lessons, crap wif teacher, wif bo chap attitude.. lolx.. they showed her chinese name and i was thinking.. "this sounds familiar.." the look changed quite alot.. but her voice.. still so unique..

and suddenly i missed the 1st 3 mths pals.. Lily, Ester, Jazreel, Sok Ying, hwa san, lionel they all.. and of course cannot and will not forget the bunch of irritating pple like benjamin and his 2 lackeys.. lolx..

hope all of them are doing well in JC..

heard some news frm my mom and was thinking.. love.. how u know if someone loves u? how do u even define love? love can be anything, so it can also be nothing.. bearing that in mind, i think again. we all experienced some kinda love frm the moment we came to breathe. if we're alive and kicking, love will never cease to exist, and if that's the case, why so many pple are craving for it? for more of it? greed? y cant they be contented? ever? there is this poem that states "love is care, so full of life." and again, if love is care, den y muz they giv it so many "names?" they say "a person who is loved has many names" and so is that the reason why love has so many names? in so many forms? from so many ways? for diff times? if care is love, den why are there pple who still stubbornly refuses to acknowledge that pple do care? and so they are loved? and love. are we recieving it by the moment? or by instalment periods? and if pple at the receiving end can never be satisfied with the amount of love and care they receive, den how can they ever be overwhelmed wif love? how can they ever be able to experience that? is that even a possibility? or do those words belong to that of a easily contented person?

it's hard to believe that someone older den u can be so naive. yet i cant help but think that actually the naive one is me. i admit i dunno anything but i can see wif my eyes and feel with my heart.. anyway, it's none of my business.. so maybe i ought not to think and say so much. enuff of thoughts recorded for another day. that's all.. no more comments for the day.

and lastly, happy belated bdae to my sista, my 150+ pal.. finally all of us are over that 17 yrs old range.. hope u like the prezzie we gave.. =) cheers for a better future..