no work. training at tembusu. spaced out, as usual. i dunno wat the rest were talking abt.. i feel as if i walk ard wif this invisible armor, seperating me and the rest of the world. no doubt i was bored, and the boredom sort of made me more tired den i shld be after a long rest. feeling left out is one thing. feeling detached is another..
i shut off after listening to their gaming strategies, characters, the diff levels and secret places and what not.. i am contented waxing the string alone, away from the crowd. was able to feel where i went wrong, wat i need to do in order to improve.. i guess the solemn mood helps.. enables me to focus and thus my body reacted favourably..
is this why pple say i'm dao? coz i dun juz mix ard tt easily? coz i dun go ard chatting wif anyone as if they are my long lost frens? i'm nt anti-social. i hope not. i'm juz operating on a different frequency as them. *shrugs
so looking forward to tml.. movie and shopping.. finally able to spend the money i earn. i wanna get so many things now tt i sit down and think.. and my nxt pay day is ard the corner.. i guess this is what keeps me going.. and of course other reasons..
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