oh freak.
i am such a professional archaeologist.
there's nothing better for me to do (or rather nth much to do) than keep digging up the past. viewing posts, looking at pics, reading journals, reminiscing..
and u know what, the problem with that is not that i dun want to get out of that habit of looking at things in past tense. but simply bcoz if i do, there's really nothing i can fill up my time with. nothing much. yes. i am THAT pathetic. sometimes. guess it's one of those days where i cant put a good value to myself.
that's y living at the present is so difficult. coz everything is subjected to last minute changes..
btw, living for the future is tough too. aint that easy. coz u need to hav the positive outlook towards a "brighter" future in order to live the present moment well. if all u can see ahead is dark clouds overshadowing, den life will be a drag.
thus the safest road to take is that of the past. follow the footsteps of an archaeologist. :)
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