some thots after chalet

"we got to fight for the right to live, fight for the right to exist."

and i wonder if that's true.

we live in a world so full of grey areas.

maybe that's y pple love games. living in a virtual world seems almost too good or perfect to be true. in games, u can bend the rules. the machine is too inflexible to react in a suitable and challenging way. maybe that's y.. maybe tt's the reason why pple play games. and recreation is an excuse.

escaping from reality. aint we humans always doing that? ask urself this and ur decision hovers..

arent we constantly trying to show that we can do it? that goals are within our reach, targets are achieveable? but why are we doing it? to prove that we are clever enough to master all that in lifem or that we are more eligible to exist than many others? or to show that little worth u have. to hide ur insecurities, ur flaws, ur fears?

no? maybe that's y pple are so impractical? so NOT pragmatic? because we try to find a match between wat we see and what we want. and what we want is driven by what we need, or what we think we need, which in turn is "inspired" by things we "see" everyday, like games, media and so on. more often den not, we find ourselves asking why the world is so unfair. i find myself doing that too..

not because we are unaware of the many differences in life, of the gap between diff societies and lfiestyles, but simply bcoz it's hard to convice urself that such a world doesnt exist after "seeing" and "hearing" so much abt it, so much so that u start to fantasize, start to dream abt the PERFECT world to you. and it's all abt perceptions, abt ur own mindset, and who else can change it but you yourself? we succumb to these "temptations" so often that we find ourselves indulging in the fun of the whole seemingly fun "game." and as the quote from grandeur coffee goes, "indulgence - life's greatest pleasure" it is not difficult to understand y some pple refuses to get out of that stupid pit.

question is: am i one of them?