U know they always say 幸福是掌握在自己手上. I looked at my hands and sigh.

为什么没有人注意到双手五指间的那个东西?

开一扇窗还一个心情有那么容易吗?

在这种快速节奏的舞台上,为了不让自己摔倒, 我茆足了全力用力踩,
结果左脚的拌脚石是右脚.

虽然没有受伤,但却发现面向的不是蓝天, 脚踩的不是泥凝.
渴望幸福真的有那么难吗? 快乐就在那伸手可得的地方.
the only thing i have to do is to trust.

tml is a public holiday and i'm not working. the streets will be full of pple dying to get a break frm their lives and i dun wanna join the club. i need to be ard pple who can light up my life. pple who can make me smile, make me feel good. pple who can make me feel like i am proud to be myself. i opened my arms to welcome light but i embrace darkness.

why am i so afraid? what am i so afraid of? and how can anyone possibly know if i dun even know the answer myself? i admit i'm timid, i'm a coward in way too many fields to be listed. no qualms abt tt.. when can i ever grow up and out of the shell i so dislike?

a few things i wanna say but will leave till another day.