blog entries..

blog hop a bit more and u'll realise a trend. most of us keeps harping on the same issues time and again. some blog about how the past and that they've got over things, forgotten about things and so on. compared to those that keeps stressing that they cannot seem to let go, these pple are those that really live in the past. because they cant get out of that vicious cycle of reminding themselves of what happened, they sort of bluff their minds to believe false truths.

these pple constantly feel a sense of guilt so they hav to keep emphasizing that they've already let go and move on.. this is to ensure that they keep the lie they live is convincing enough so that they can "mask" things and get on with normal life..

another type of pple is that they beat around the bush.. when u read, u'll hav to decipher alot of things and make alot of wild guesses that u dun even know if you're correct coz u cant ask anyway.. and those pple frequently drop so many subtle hints and some make no sense to u at all that u dunno which ones to believe.. and those posts are ever so confusing.. you dunno what mood the person is in and whether the perosn needs help or what.. these pple, they want to share but somehow, something is holding them back.. you know it but u cant help coz u dunno if that is a sensitive issue and the person might not want to let u in the secret..

some pple post entries as if they're giving a full report of their lifves. others flood their blogs with questions that pple other than themselves couldnt answer and u wonder why they even post it in the 1st place.. some leave feelings of extreme hatred or guilt in the things they say that make u wonder if life is really so bleak and that there is nothing good about life. more often than not, we talk about the past as if it's our present and future. we elaborate on memories and thoughts that might be irrelevant in the future..

and why do we hold fast to memories? for they give meaning to the future.. dont they?

after saying so much, haven u realised? all that i've said, i can relate to. can you? somehow or another?