up till now, i'm still wondering why i willingly agreed to work 10 hrs ytd, extending my time from 7 to 9 pm.. wat was i waiting for exactly? magic at 11 pm? or was it due to my relectance to leave?

and why do i feel sad when i leave and the bell side wished me all the best and good luck? i dun remember feeling like that when i leave sakae.

i guess part of the gloomy feeling is due to my need to be ard pple.. in search for sth that i dunno. i guess i need more friends, although i always disagree that one shld hav as many frens as possible.. working there allows me plenty of opportunities for interaction.. maybe i'm not so much of a C person. i hav more "I" characteristics than i think i have.

and so sorry if i give u the impression that my uniform is a suit. actually i'm wearing this horrible atik top with black skirt. it's so terrible that u wont recognise me even if u walk pass. maybe that's more of a plus point. :)