my grandpa's 80th birthday today..

ate that 8+2=10 course teowchew style meal. FULL sia.. 1st few course sharks fin and abalone. till the last few courses the dishes are totally unappetizing.. bleahz..

slept darn early ytd night yet woke up damn late this afternoon.

had some disturbing dreams again. they seem to ruin my waking moments..

Christmas is over.. the special day lost its magical touch last night. the feel disappears like stardust in the night sky, leaving behing emptyness.

new year is coming.. but i dun hav any high hopes for this coming year.. i've learnt that making resolutions dont work and wishes dun come true that easily..

my journal is almost filled. left a few pages.. juz nice.. a book a year.. comparing my last few books with the recent one, i can see how i've progressed and matured. sense of accomplishment.