i guess all i wished for thru that 4 days was for someone to ask "how are u?" lolx.. lame?

and i want to go for the com.. i want to shoot.. i miss the thrill of the event, the "picnic" mood, the dinner after that.. i guess it's a habit, a very comfortable routine that the team sticks to for as long as i remember.. shooting has never been as stress, or as easy and stress-free as during competition. i love the anticipation, everything. now the thought that i'll hav to lie in bed thruout the 2 days make me feel worse.. and my cough wont go away either.. someone plz help..