cleared an entry that i WANT to post juz now..

anyway, did i mention i love the sony handycam advertisement? the one that incorporates culture and hi-tech equipment? the one with the very "traditional" and "song" backgrd music.. to me, it's a *STAR advert.. most of the sony adverts are good.. like the "double ok" adverts that feature little girls doing those all-so-innocent-poses.. i love them..and the cyber-shots adverts.. somehow they got the "appeal" factor.. great job by the marketing department..

went for team meeting in school today.. and i'm so amazed with loony for even noticing that. he brought up things that made me wonder if he reads my blog.. lolx..

anyway, i find that pple shld actually exclude me from meetings coz i dun contribute.. i juz sit comfortably and waste time slacking.. so y bother to even hav me there when i cant help in any way.. lolx.. and i forget.. a meeting is the last place i would say sth that i really wanna say.. lolx.. and that defeats the purpose of having a meeting..

so many things happened in a day and i realised i got lost somehow, in my own thoughts..

from the meeting to panpac to palm gardens.. it's an eventful day.. right from the moment i opened my eyes till now.. so much so that i actually ALMOST forgotten all about having the archery meeting in the morning.. somehow my brain cells can only store things within an hr of the event happening.. and that's bad coz i cannot remember alot of stuff.. that i want to remember..

motivation.. to do well.. i am motivated mentally but physically i'm still not in par with my mental.. the drive force of my state of mind is unable to fuel the need to excel.. well, this is NOT a problem about commitment and passion and what not.. it's a problem of a body and mind struggle.. okie.. watever~ i dunno wat i'm saying.. too tired i guess, after a damn long day.. shall stop here.. so sorry there's NOTHING interesting abt this post and it's not entertaining.. watever~ i go write my journal le.. crap shall stop here.