2nd day at work. worked the full 8 hrs today.. occupancy only 70%, arrivals lesser den ytd.. no conferences in the evenings, no functions so it's pretty slack for me. i stand ard absorbing the noise and the dust while enduring my feet's complaints and in the meantime trying to learn more things and listen to the uncle's kind advices and valuable infos..
there's an accident (AGAIN) on the road downstairs my house.. not the first, wont be the last.. the car juz ran straight across the divider to the opposite direction, damaging the back of the car and guess the impact indirectly spoil the engine coz the car refused to start.
i realised work causes alot of things to happen without u realising it, or rather causes a change in u that u wint even notice coz u couldnt be bothered.. i guess work isnt the main issue. fatigue is.
when u sort of shut down after work, u dun care how u look anymore coz u need not face any more guests. ur hair is damn messy after u destroy the bun, u walk like there's no tml to the train station overtaking so many pple that u lost count, the only thing that comes to ur mind is nothing, u know u have to get home and that's ur aim, u dun care how others look at u, although u know that u look like an idiot u feel nothing, and that's not all. u keep counting down to the moment u "touch down."
i sat in the train looking like my legs are going to give way any moment, i juz lean my head like it's way too heavy for my neck to bear, i slouch like i got no backbone and i feel good. coz it's comfortable. impressions go away. image fly away. other's opinions are like trash. i dun care. den i realised the ger sitting on the chair opposite also doing the same thing.. identical actions.. too similar to be unnoticed.. and i almost wanted to laugh but couldnt find the energy to do so..
gtg slp now. tml no work!! and i'm sooooooo looking forward to training coz there's no work...
till tml.
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