wednesday and coming boring thursday

ching.. wanted to ask u out.. but read ur blog and know tt u're going zouk ltr.. so enjoy urself ya..

went for training.. my last was before the study week.. that's like ages ago huh..

i saw jeff ytd.. he commented tt i'm as "black" as ever.. "blacker" in fact.. saw rachael.. and she's still pretty much the same.. anything out of her mouth is bad.. she said sth abt me tt i think that she's more den evil and childish.. ignored her.

was going thru my hp stuff ytd and juz now.. deleted away fone numbers, msgs, reminders and pics.. coz not much use le..

u know sometimes i make myself more complicated den i started out with.. and den i think y i am so dumb as to UNsimplify things.. and how i did it...

feeling cold these few days.. indoors and outdoors..

the rose is dying. i broke the stalk into half so i can put in the paper bag. and forgotten all abt it till one day ltr..

are all who questions confused? are all who knows the answer clear? and what is confusion? a state of mind?

anyway, was slacking in cc and thinking that eve muz be quite irritated wif me by now.. she asked abt archery ages ago and i told her of the pdp course.. den she signed up during sporting culture.. asked me a few more times after tt abt the course.. up till now still dun hav any news.. and the stupid "system".. why cant CCAs have more den 1 pdp recruitment? if we dun have more, how do we choose the "cream of the crop?" ok. abit exaggerating here..

they always say that normal and express cannot mix.. cannot click... and i wonder why.. y do teachers discriminate and judge them before they can perform? and y are educators so superficial and shallow?

this person was doing a survey on some insurance thingy and i realised that if i can save $50 a month, i would be able to accumulate $600 by the end of a yr.. and that's alot... high achievement.. but i dun seem to be able to reach it.. coz i keep wanting to go on a shopping spree.. not to forget all the money spent on chocolates and junk food..

and i juz realised today.. i didnt REALLY make a birthday wish this yr.. compared to the past.. all i did was to think of the 1st thing that pop up in my mind a fraction os a second b4 i blew the candle in swensens.. i guess the older we get, the less we do this kinda things.. was telling my mom that wishes come true only bcoz we work hard for them.. the older we get, the more this is reinforced..

i lied. i dunno why i dun feel like telling her everything.. i dun want to.. no mood to share... how long do i take to open up?