i thought everything ended at stage 3.. but i was so wrong. i thought takumi will maintain a straight win record and that's how the storyline goes.. but i'm thinking the opposite.. coz bunta made a remark that makes me think that their winning streak willl stop there and then.
amazed by how fast i juz let myself fall into that trap again.. lolx..
didnt like this blogskin.. so browsing thru others.. but not really in the mood to change again.. so forget it..
eating ritter sports while enjoying a show.. on a cooling day.. in a quiet neighbourhood.. i'm so glad that there're no renovations going on, no loud noises, nth.. juz the usual tranquil environment.. went to grandpa's house today.. and the noise there made me irritated and frustrated.. i cant seem to enjoy doing anything.. guess home is still the best..
i haven got to packing my stuff yet.. guess i need to get the "feeling" back before i start any packing..dont u find that feeling is very impt when u get down to clearing stuff and doing things? there is a point in time for u to actually feel like u wanna do it because u really want to.. if u cant get the feeling, den it's i-hate-to-pack-but-it's-getting-too-messy or my-mom-is-nagging-at-me-again.. isnt it? and when u do so, u'll subconsciously have the buay gam wan feeling.. den when u pack, u'll be very decisivee and throw watever u "Feel" like u dun ned or want.. but when u pack with "feeling", u'll hesitate, reminisce, and think.. and i guess that's impt.. becoz u'll weigh the pros and cons, the consequences, and even feeling. yes. u even weigh how you'll feel.. amazing isnt it? i know it sounds kinda childish and silly saying that "feeling" is needed for clearing stuff.. but isnt that so? u need to be sure of what u are doing, then u can create the want, den of course wat happens after tt follows smoothly.. u'll begin to realise that clearing is fun, and u love to hang on to the satisfaction of seeing the actual outcome..
i think that's wat i want.. i will set to find that MOTIVE before i even start.. coz when i find that much wanted "feeling" back, i will be motivated.. and i guess that's the crucial factor.. and i'd love to see my room free of peer-teaching and lecture notes in the corner.. =)
i love the last quarter of the yr.. somehow, the Dec x'mas spirit add a touch of magic in the air.. sth really special.. the air feels "cleaner" the wind gets "cooler" and the greenery becomes more "welcoming".. and everything seems so comforting.. and by then, New yr will be near, and that starts off a whole new episode of things. u'll feel lazier yet more charitable. pple will be getting their bonuses and that means extra money in the pockets, the GSS will be on again and the ladies out there will be mroe den happy to splurge on stuff, the children will be happily enjoying their holidays, and pple all ard the world will be preparing for the countdown.. nice sweet season of sharing.. of love..
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