kok tao... juz now den i realised how dirty the stand is.. imagine the "legs" of the stand clad with soil, grass and all.. maybe even some dead insects.. i only remember of the bump when i accidentally touch it. muz rub zambuk or sth.. my sis noticed... =(
will heal lah.. no big deal anyway.. doesnt mean that ugly den knock my head will become better.. like cartoon lidat..
lazy to train today. no motivation. at all. it's nt as if i dun wanna do well. who doesnt? there are factors involved.
anyway, so tired of myself. tired of seeing myself waking everyday faced with the same set of problems i started out with. tired of not being able to solve the problem, not able to gain or give constructive feedback. the only thing i can do is to grumble and blog. how great is that?
my youngest sis listening to cantonese oldies.. lolx.. and the problem? neither of us undeerstand cantonese.. lolx.. haha.. yet she can somehow sing along.. juz tt pronounciation got some prob.. (we dunno cantonese!!) but the songs are nice..
and darren.. i really dunno wat u're trying to ask juz now.. so paiseh.. communication breakdown.. but think it's me lah.. dunno wat i'm saying half the time.. and i am unable to hear wat u say.. coz of the backgrd noise.. nxt time if u all wanna use the area, juz come and check.. coz usually i cant pick up my fone during training. today juz so happen tt i'm waiting for a call.. kk .. enuff of explanation..
need to rest soon. getting weaker recently.. izzit the food i eat that's making me tired? nutrition wise?
1 more month.. mom asked me wat i want. financial or material wise.. of course i choose the former.. i guess what i want is intangible.. most of them anyway.. so how to find? where to start?
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