was doing my BESE reaction paper online and trying to crap stuff to hit the word limit, i realised something. in words, we make everything seems so wonderful. but is it really? words are just there to facilitate communication. it cannot state promises in black and white, it cannot ensure that the exact meaning behind is what the receiver perceives. it cannot make everything wonderful. so words are just a lifeless tool used by humans to manipulate feelings and distort intentions.. isnt it?

hav u ever wonder y sometimes what u say isnt what u meant and what u meant isnt what u say?

regrets?

i said too many wrong things with the wrong tones to the wrong people at the wrong time. so much so that i have too many regrets to even keep track of. so i ask myself. if it doesnt really matter to me, does it matters to others? if it does, there's nothing i can do to rectify the problem is there? i can see no point in explaining. your frens dun need it and your enemies wont believe it anyway.