i used too much time on thinking so that leaves me with much lesser time for action. it is an opportunity cost that i have to forgo in order to be me. and i happily do that.

chefs were sharing their experiences about their trips overseas and i couldnt help but think of the 3 countries that i wanna go the most. italy, egypt and spain. true enuff, she mentioned the 3 countries after that. funny enuff, i'm not that interested in countries like america and such. wont mind visiting London's apple farms though.

they mentioned so many exciting and funny things that happened during their trips. that makes me jealous and want to save up immediately and plan for a trip. i used to be the kinda person who likes to stay in s'pore and not go overseas. now i see things in a diff perspective. going out of the country means we are exposed to different cultures and lifestyles. diff pple and things. it's a whole new experience isnt it? i want to travel to various places. from vineyards to national museums, from hot season to cold season, from fast paced life to slow and peaceful lifestyle. isnt that great? being able to indulge in various aspects that life got to offer. and all that i'm lacking is money. how great.

been saving hard for the trip that jo and i initially planned. but due to unforsee circumstances, that trip is cancelled. how great. and i got nothing to look forward to this holiday. maybe i shld find a job? or shld i go back to the live-in-the-tv lifestyle?

i dun like the idea. somehow, i think i'll be able to survive this holiday. maybe can negotiate with my mom for a bit of allowance. and use my savings, as usual. shld be able to scrape thru. but muz keep reminding myself not to overspend. and not to forget all the eating-out trips that i promised so many of my friends. think i'll juz spend my money on food.