Friday, September 3

long long entry abt today's activities. skip if u want to. nth much also. juz grumbles and more grumbles.

potage today. cooked mushroom cappaucino. my mood was alright all along until chef took away the pot of soup and i think she threw them away.. my partner eileen and i got the same thinking that the chef thot that we deliberately left over alot so that the rest of the cls can enjoy later.. but we didnt. it's 1 ladle all the way, and sometimes i even gave more den 1 ladle. the foam was the hardest to make coz the milk needs to be cold, den heat up using the device b4 creating the foam. but if the milk is warm , den we cannot make any foam.. it's really a test of patience and skills.

i was damn sad when i realised the rest of the cls culdnt enjoy the leftovers.. most of them haven even tasted the soup. moreover, the 2 of us put in so much effort to cook.. argh~

not even the comments on the feedback form can brighten up my day.. thru that stack of forms, some table commented that the soup was excellent. and only the soup got praised. the rest nv mention.

anyway, wasnt really in the mood to eat the rest of the dishes.. eileen was also quite affected by the fact that she juz took it den dispose of it somehow. i mean, that soup wasnt that easy to prepare. sweat all those ingredients, add white wine, simmer, add stock, add flour, add seasonings, add stock again, bring to boil, simmer, blend, season again, simmer. upset, upset by my effort going to waste. sadden by the work eileen and i did, saddened by chef.

watever.

i'm happy that at least 1 person appreciated the soup. that's all i ask for anyway. no doubt i feel proud. from someone who doesnt even know how to cook to someone whose cooking is being praised.

amy daga and the chefs, plus mr jospeh.. i cant stand them all... they behave like kids. worse than us. it's obvious that they cant seem to get along, they hav serious communication breakdown, they all got a mega prob. they THINK that they're great, they're always right, and noone else can change their point of view. imagine svc against culi sci. damn. really like kids. the chefs doesnt like the svc pple and the in charge for the restaurant not happy with culi side.. and i dun understand y they muz give each other faces to see everyweek, without fail. frowning every now and then, raising their voices every few minutes and shouting for pple that they are nt in charge of. like wth.

eve told me that we are allowed to change our dessert back to the orange chocolate cheesecake thingy.. i think i love that idea. after lec today, didnt even want to try to persuade my grp members to stay back to do proj.. me and huihui went ahead and did the remaining analysis, without them. we informed them but it seems like all of them got reasons, valid and invalid. i couldnt be bothered. was thinking that i juz do, den see how. and true enuff, both of us stayed back for more than an hr, juz to do the analysis, print, discuss, and divide the workload.

i could accept viy's reason. she muz travel all the way back to JB. the journey home is super long, and it's dark now. and i think all of us deserves a gd rest. huishan got sth on, but she didnt elaborate further. shini didnt stay back. when i ask her if she got any other proj meeting, she said no. i didnt qn her further. said bye and told her to enjoy the weekend.

sitting at the bus stop on my way home, i really dun feel like moving an inch. sat there hoping that the bus doesnt come that early so i can at least rest for awhile. but my wish didnt come true, as usual.

and i got one of the lousiest job i could have for the weekend. additional analysis of data for the report. like how great right? think hui also gave up. would rather do herself than get everyone together. i'm fine with that. now all they can do is to trust us. and they better do.

today's entry is filled with grumbles. although my nick says: TGIF, i wasnt THAT excited that it's the end and start of the week again. thank god it's friday. how nice. i am grateful that fri is finally here, but in the meantime, sian coz i couldnt enjoy the weekend.. *sigh

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