having a break from my text.. giving my eyes and brain a break. btw, why is the thing we eat call mooncake? y not suncake? nor starcake? y moon? and it's not even round. mooncakes have uneven edges!! a more appropriate name could be flower cakes coz the shape really looks like a flower..

anyway, the song dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui was aired over some radio station. couldnt help but stone for awhile.. and the DJ was talking about the weather.. i love the kind of weather NOW. u have to be me in order to know. anyway, back to my notes.. i really hate myself for slping in cls.. need time to figure things out. anyway, dun think i'll be slping early tonight.. after ytd's 12 hrs slp.. that's half a useful day gone ya..

i didnt go and "visit" my grandma today. i couldnt see the point of making a trip down just to offer mooncakes and talk to her. i can talk to her anytime i want. she lives in my heart and that's it. dun wanna argue with anyone who has a different point of view or perception. and if u call talking to a urn of ashes meaningful, den go ahead. i'm not stopping you.

i sound so damn childish. so ignorant. so far back from knowing and understanding chinese culture. 我们为什么要被传统价值观所束付呢?

it's time to reinforce my lousy chinese.. but for now, applied research comes first..